Monday, December 28, 2009

I am Loving it!!! :P :P

I am in deep love with my office off lately...:-) :-)
Where gals filed a complaint against me for flirting with them when i was just talkin to them!! ( i don't know if i would have flirted with them they mite have put me behind bars today for multiple rape attempts!! :P).
where it's normal for manager level guys to talk in Gujarati in a conference hall in an official meet where there are around 30% southies, 40% other out state guys attending it and they are not gettin ne fuckin word coming out from his mouth!! :D :D
where my department gals are coaxing me to become a tantrik in their dance event on new year's eve!! :( :(
where my colleague cum roommate is finding ways to screw the GM level guy of other department and has succesfully created certain circumstances where his job can go anyday and he is boasting his success for the same :P (shitts i love this one i almost found many psychos like me!!! :D)

It will be seriously hard for me to leave this place :) :) :)

I am back!!!`

Sorry to mention it before I am BACK !! :P :P

Last Sunday in sUrAt....

woke up at 3 in the afternoon..
laid(no ideas i am too unlucky in this one!!) on bed thinking wat to do..
got up after half and hour, still thinking wat to do!!
had my daily routine....
went for a haircut...wallaahh!! those guys were watching outlander in Hindi (now thats something interesting u can find in saloons in surat!!)
again the same question wat to do now?
yea chai tapri :D :D
spent around two hours there.
went home had a bath.
hmmm wat to do now???
Yeps Chai Tapri (I love this part!! :D :D)
two more hours!! :P
yes got some more productive work :) passport size photos!
Shitts i suck at those!! (already my fatness is depressing me on top of that i am not photogenic :( )
who cares :P!!
now wat?\
Chai tapri :p
one more hour!! :D
got a phone call from one of my friend from pune.
what he was doing at that moment?
he was in a pub with two babes around him!! :(
good!!
i held up and went to my room and started playing NFS (need for speed) on my lappie!
Smoked one more asshole there!
and slept!
again got a call from same guy.
he was sloshed now!!
good!! the difference is surat made me reach to the trance level by drinking teas not tequilla :D :D

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Phobia....

Does the fear of ghost puts a question on your masculinity?
Just want to clear my point with one example.. A lot of research stuffs has said AIDS is not spread by touching the patient, still nobody does that!!!....WHY SO?? people don't want to take chances.

The persons who believe or who are curious to know about the existence of ghosts doesn't simply put them in a community of cowards or children out there? and above that they are not at all entitled to listen to comments like "Come on buddy...GROW UP!!!" OR "Dude Seriously get out of that mindset...people like you are hampering the progress of the country".

Today there might be many cases which are scientifically not proven but the rumours of their existence sends a chill down our spine in certain situations which induces fear. Still people try to put a cover on their fears with only one tool which by passes every imagination i.e LOGIC!! though they are also unsure what if tables turn the next day!!

Monday, September 14, 2009

SURVIVAL.....

What are we fed with right from our birth? Some code to be followed till we die. We are fed with some principles born child of some religion(don't wanna go into the specifications here!!)......codes and principles like never cheat, never harm anyone, never lie, never steal,etc.....why we always end up fulfilling all of those barring few? Just because we were born with money in our pockets, which in turn satiated our every need.
My question is...is religion truly representing god in front of us?
Or its just mere boundations created by some humans?
Pretty confusing right:-) not the question ofc but my approach;-)......let me clear it

was watching slumdog millionaire few days back. I had a thought those brothers never did anything which cant be termed as a sin according to our society......the only motive they saw was the survival for which they did everything from cheating to stealing......thats wat mother nature teaches us..."to survive"......then why bury our lives getting into depression each day and asking forgiveness from god for one single sin committed which we somehow did to survive indirectly?
I don know this post of mine mite sound controversial but this is the way i see life.....to live it the correct way as far as possible not involving ending anyones life instead finding crutches in some religions.

Saturday, September 5, 2009

Epic movies!!

seen troy recently(yea yea i know it was too late of me to do that!!!)....how beautifully they have crafted out the leadership of prince Hector and arrogance of Achilles. The story revolved around the patriotism of Hector, greed for power of Agamemnon and thirst for glory of Achilles though it started with the insipid love story of Paris and Helen.

Now lets talk about bollywood Jodha Akbar. It was a nice flick with good performance by roshan sonny but i don't know the person, the warrior, the king Akbar was somewhere disappeared in between the stupid love story shown.
why can't they understand that Indian history and Mythology is almost equivalently interesting and breathtakingly adventurous.
why they take a path of commercialization every time can't they see people need some truth now, they are thirsty..greedy for some intellectual stuff.
i still pity directors and producers that they haven't still come up with a story of Ramayana shown in a much better way.

The industry is flowing with intelligent cinematographers like Tassaduq hussain who made a trivial story of Kaminey a worth watch.

i am still waiting for a good one to come up before Mayans get the trophy :) and we won' t be there to see it!!!!

Saturday, August 29, 2009

Fear......

why people fear extreme extroverts?
why can't they digest the fact traditionalism is not always right......
why are the frank people always considered an outcast in the society?....are people too afraid to know the facts about them when someone just puke it on their face?...yea the way can be wrong and bit direct but the truth remains intact.

many a times with this gift of frankness i have lost many of the buddies which u can just say that it was always better i haven't got them anyway but you just can't judge the world by their level of intelligence isn't so? or their guts to accept the bitter truth every time i say something?
the feelings, the emotions by which u always wanted to connect to them become insipid in just a matter of second. This is wat we have desired in life? to be disconnected from the world just because we are too matured in front of them?

i still question myself sometimes my frankness has always reaped me many friends but i ended up having faith of negligible number.

At the end of the day i am always satisfied at least i am not a poser. When i stand in front of a mirror i can still see that Pankaj smiling back at me not a conman hiding it's identity!!!!

you tell me is it a sin or a gift?