Searching....

Life has become the amalgamation of weird events. Things seem to be so lucid and luring from far away but its a marshy land when you are near to it. A famous saying "stand up to your ethics, world will bow down to you" seems to be inappropriate to me now. Inferiority complex and fear makes ur life worse, trust me on this i have been going thru the same nowadays. A bunch of pathetic humans can twist ur confidence like that i never imagined. I feel like shattered but i am not, i feel like leaving all those stuff and enter a new arena to fight the complexities of life but then this is not I was in my life. And when you think a lot in situations like these, you actually find the pure nectar of living up ur life without compromising your ethics. The time which i actually hated the most till yesterday actually taught me something. It gave me the shot of my medicine of Ego.....sorry Inflated ego.
Too many successes is actually bad for ppl like me :-) i have now known this very fact cos it can laze down the pacey meteor like me.
I am still in search of a fearless life......... :-)